You cannot do more than you can do
"today you fill up / with the unyielding force / of your heart"
In my little office under the stairs—back against the bulky water heater, books in piles, analog dials, whispering pipes—I paste poems along the small everywhere of the cinderblock walls. They hang from the exposed copper plumbing like clusters of white blood cells. They are spiritual fixtures in the same way that the chair is a practical one. The chair keeps me upright; the poems keep me alive.
This month—as forces of inequality and intolerance have privileged oligarchy and authority in terrifying new ways—instead of sharing passages from titles in the bookshop at large, I wanted to share a few of the poems in my office. I hope that they might fill and surround you with love and resolve, as they do me. — Joe
you can not do more
than you can do / it will
take all of us—working
from all sides—to take
it down / the evils of the
world are so great /
the men with hands
that circle mountains /
and we go on making
bread and washing our
clothes / the great hand
holds you / I cannot be
the destroyer of worlds
I am a grain of sand! fling
me into the machine!
what else is there to do?
let them come with their
eyes as guns and their
hands as guns? you can
not do more than you can
do / today you fill up
with the unyielding force
of your heart / and you
are shouting in your own
body the refrain of the
eternal song / you can not
help singing it! how
many times must I
tell you? this is it—this
is the life you get
—Aleah Black
Mushrooms
Friends are coming
to mushroom this morning
because of the rain
because of the mushrooms
I don’t know one
mushroom from another
but our friends do
we will go to where
there are chanterelles
even though I know
nothing about them
I will eat them
—Esther Cohen
That They Are There
Earth’s magnetic field turns over once every three hundred thousand years
and the dead will be here when it does. They nestle deeper in their graves
so as not to scare the deer. Some things are illusory, lose their forms
when looked at from up close—the dead are like that. Heaven and fog and ash
trees are like that, too. Of course, these are precisely the things we can’t help
approaching. One morning you walk towards what looks like heaven and end up
drenched, you new blue sweater cold as tin. Cotton dries slowly, if at all.
The deer might be illusory too, but I’ve never been close enough
to know—you’d have to ask the dead. A predicament. You say: Which way
is North? and the dead pretend not to hear. Their field is not magnetic—
it’s bottlebrush, ryegrass, and clay. Instead of “North” and “South,” all of it
is either “Above” or “Beside.” In the next three hundred thousand years
when the field turns over, every other thing will do the same: tree roots
will turn to canopies, feet to wings. Some things are turning already.
You say: Which way is Heaven? and the dead stare up at you like children
quieter than before.
—Daniel Schonning
Spell
Summon the summoners
The twenty-six enchanters
Spelling silence into sound
They bind and loose
They find and are not found
Recall the river tongues
from Aleph to Styx
Summon the summoners
The shaping shapes
The grounds of sound
The generative grammar
Signs of the Mystery
Inscribed arcana
Runes from the root tree
Written in the deeps
—Malcolm Guite
The Moon
She’s lying on the asphalt.
Her small belly, her chest,
her forehead, her hands,
her cold feet bare in the night.
A hungry cat paces.
Shrapnel rings
as it hits neighboring
houses already bombed.
The cat grows hungrier.
The cat sees the girl,
her wounds still warm.
Hungrier.
The girl’s father lies next to her
on his back. The backpack he wears
still has the girl’s favorite candy
and a small toy.
The girl was waiting
till they arrived
to eat her lollipop.
The cat gets close
to try the flesh;
a bomb pounds the street.
No flesh, no girl,
no father, no cat.
Nobody is hungry.
The moon overhead
is not the moon.
—Mosab Abu Toha
The Hymn
It began as an almost inaudible hum,
low and long for the solar winds
and far dim galaxies,
a hymn growing louder, for the moon and the sun,
a song without words for the snow falling,
for snow conceiving snow
conceiving rain, the rivers rushing without shame,
the hum turning again higher—into a riff of ridges,
peaks hard as consonants,
summits and praise for the rocky faults and crust and crevices
then down down to the roots and rocks and burrows,
the lakes’ skittery surfaces, wells, oceans, breaking
waves, the salt-deep: the warm bodies moving within it:
the cold deep: the deep underneath gleaming, some of us rising
as the planet turned into dawn, some lying down
as it turned into dark; as each of us rested—another woke, standing
among the cast-off cartons and automobiles;
we left the factories and stood in the parking lots,
left the subways and stood on sidewalks, in the bright offices,
in the cluttered yards, in the farmed fields,
in the mud of the shantytowns, breaking into
harmonies we’d not known possible, finding the chords as we
found our true place singing in a million
million keys the human hymn of praise for every
something else there is and ever was and will be:
the song growing louder and rising.
(Listen, I, too, believed it was a dream.)
—Marie Howe
Vision
I watched from the earth,
low in dry grass, trying
not to breathe, blink, or stir.
Gray mist spilt from the lips
of men dressed like Pilgrims, like Custer,
like Mounties. I don’t know when
I was. Or where. Everywhere,
everywhen, was the point.
Dark morning or late day, I
watched continents reunite,
watched mountains kiss and blur.
All that had been severed
was married back to itself.
Deep seams of reunification
scarred the whole of the earth,
the error of division mended—
or else it was time itself I saw,
rolling forward and back. I saw
white men unloading figures
from ships, trucks, crates. Efficient
and perfunctory, like art handlers,
only the bodies were living: bound
at the wrists, iron complicating
their necks. I strained to watch
and comprehend the system, its
logics, these agents operating
in obedience to mechanics
and nothing more. How do I say
that what I was shown I saw
from farther away than a body will
ever go? Past history and argument.
Past victors and vanquishment.
Up and off. Or down and in
to the trillion atoms swirling in
every cell. Inarguable. Under
a tent in June, a whole clan
of giddy families gathered one
buggy night. Bonfire light. I was
watching from tall grass and then—
So soon? But how?—from a tree’s
high bough, strung up, swaying
to the mob’s intention, that old
familiar song all know or come to learn.
Before I could ache or yell, I swept
past the stars I recognize, past
the edges of this or any night,
past the clamor of humankind
until I was no longer alone, and
it was not for my own body that I cried.
Not for vengeance or mercy. Not
for any single sin, nor any blood spilt
that was not all blood. For the moan
wrung from all throats and all men
all seasons on earth. By which I mean:
Divine was the grief. The whole
unceasing universe gathered to watch
and ache as the earth whirred and spun
in its place, as the families packed up,
the armies dispersed, the rivers
swole and overflowed their banks.
—Tracy K. Smith
this is helpful. and beautiful. (besides, i like to know what people have on their walls of their tiny offices).
Very timely words here. Our family's foster care journey seems to be reaching an infection point. We cannot do more than we can do.